This Patriot Is Long Past Dead (Blog Update)

I thought id update you on my whole life going and shitzu(reference to Jake and Amir dot com).
And i had to blog about it today, of any other day cause
two things happened that have never happened to me before.
Pretty much changed my life (not really).

So like if you didn't check out my Meth story, do it
or your a joke, and something else
ANYWAYS, so i like gave it to a teacher to read,
maybe she could pass it on
to a publisher, something cool like that.
And she begin to ask me questions about drugs and it went on for hours,
after the long discussion on drug use she came and said "are you using Meth?"
I mean, iv been asked if i slit my wrist, iv been asked if i do weed
but i have never been asked if i did Meth,
the funny thing about this whole scenario is that,
if i was doing Methamphetamine, the first thing i wouldn't do is admit it
and also you would clearly be able to notice my drug use of that nature.
That just totally made my day hell of a lot better in all honesty.

Another crazy first timer happened when i approached one of my "lady" friends,
which then i asked how shes doing and she came back by saying "you look lost"
which got me thinking she didn't want me speaking to her for some reason,
then she said "you need friends seriously",
which kinda ate up at the time for a millisecond.
Then after all her nonsense speaking,
i thought of something quick to say,
and said
"Yeah, i don't need friends, im better then "most" people here",
walking away with my head high
and to be honest, now that i think about it,
i don't think she met it, i just think she said it
cause her friend was there, i mean it was a chuckle and half,
but totally didn't phase me.
My first time getting shut down, didn't bother me one bit,
i always thought it would eat me up inside for life,
but getting shut down and ignored basically, didn't feel that bad.
I feel like i can do it again.
Indestructible bitch.