Ice On A Cold Night

So i decided to write a short story.
For the hell of it.
Of course


Ice On A Cold Night


The cold needle hit my skin and instantly I was transported to a new world, with whatever I wanted. This feeling usually lasted for 30 minutes tops but it felt like forever to me. I first started Meth when I met this girl Sally, she had brown hair, brown eyes and a busty body, I kind of felt like I died and standing before me was this angel, beautiful, stunningly, real angel. My friends told me I should get out more after my mothers death, so its been a year and I decided to go out partying, I didn’t get to wasted, but enough to not care what I was doing or saying.
Hello boy.
Hello girl.
I see your setting alone on this couch that seats two people, now why in the world does that seem odd?.
Maybe cause I didn’t invite anyone over her to sit with me?.
Are you gay?.
What? no?.
Well, I mean there’s so many beautiful ladies here and your just moping like a sad dog.
Yeah well, I have a reason lady.
Ok, well how about we don’t go all soft and just introduce each other.
Sure?.
I am Sally, I have a song written about my name.
Ha, wow, Ok, I’m Brandon.
And..?.
And what?.
Your suppose to say a cool little fact.
Um Ok, well, I’m Brandon and I don’t want friends.
What does that mean?.
I don’t know?.
Ok well just pretend were not friends, lets walk.
As I recall that night, we walked threw the park, talking about everything possible, from music, to shows, to drugs, then ironically, she pulled out some ecstasy, and put one in my hand expecting me to take one, this being my first time, I was hesitant.
Take one, or I wont let you ever live it down.
You don’t even know me.
That’s ok, ill laugh at you when I see you.
But you never see me.
Just take it.
She shoved it in my mouth and kissed me, then the world turn green
blue
red
and I felt like I was on top of the world.
That was bad was it?.
N..no.
And I fell in love, with her and with drugs.
…
My mind was on its earth of its own, I could feel the ice in my veins
in my heart
in my lungs
I love this stuff, I love this stuff.
So how did you like the Ecstasy Jr?.
Well… I’m still high but it’s the first time I did drugs.
Do you want to discover more boy?.
Surprise me Sally.
Close your eyes and put your arm out.
um why?.
Your not going to get anymore higher with that attitude.
Ok, Ok.
I put my arm out expecting more thrill as cold needle hit my vein,
I was lost
I was found
I kissed her.
My world and life has gone from good to worse, I just could never see it, or feel it, but when I put that cold thin steel on and in my veins
nothing matters
nothing matters
my life has been horrible, my mother died in an accident, and dad just doesn’t care about me. Im glad I met Sally, I dont exactly know what happened to her but last time I herd she ended up in rehab but tonight she doesn’t matter, nothing matters, all my dreams and night mares will end, I want it to end
…
Oh what happened?
Oh hello kid, welcome to my room
What?
Don’t worry, nothing happened, you just kissed me and passed out
I want more
More of ecstasy?
No, more of that stuff you put in me
Ok, calm down, I got one more gram
Hit me up
Don’t be snappy
Needle.
Vein.
world changes,
blue,
green,
Red.
Nothing matters
Does this make us friends?
Makes us lovers
Kissing.
Black out.
…
Today is Sunday night, I hate Sunday night, my week has been horrible. I bought 12 grams of ice and today I will die.
I put the needle to my veins for the 3rd time today, they say 3rd times a charm, I hope this is my last try, my veins are starting to disappear.
The meth hits my blood stream,
my heart is pumping
pumping
pumping
too much meth
my head feels light.
I don’t care anymore
I don’t care
take me from this world.
I start sweating.
3rd time is a charm.
I Know I’m dying
I can join my mother now
we can be in peace.
I’m throwing up
My eyes roll in the back of my head but I’m still conscious.
waves of heat hit me
too much meth.
I am dying
it is Sunday night
I miss my friends
I miss my life I use to have maybe I can change it.
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to die tonight
not tonight.
Heart stops
lungs collapse
no pulse
veins go cold
ice eats my body.
I am dead.
Tonight I died.