If Im God, The World Is Going To Hell (Hello)

Its been a while since i spoke my mind.
Iv been hiding away recently,
alienating everyone around me,
and keeping to myself
but thats a different story.
This very moment i feel like ranting
and raving
till i lose absolute consciousness.
I hope you dont mind.
To start this, id ask you to bow your head
in silence but this isn't a church
and we dont live in a steeple.
but on the other hand
their is millions and millions of churches
that preach and preach
till there holy water gets warm,
but what exactly are they preaching about,
like, i know "a god" but let me just get this straight.
I'm not one for religion, nor do i like wasting my time
trying to hold my ground on religion.
So, you need to be saved, i herd?
who do you go to?
A Christian person would say Christ
A Jewish person would say Moses
but really?
Do you they save you or are you saving you.

Now let me reassure everyone, this is my word,
my opinion on whatever may be above (or below).

When some one young dies, taken from your world
you realize, whats the point in having a savor of the sorts
nor have preachers to just join the bandwagon of lies.
I believe there is fate
but when someone that isn't meant to die so early,
it makes you wonder, why do we even pray to such a creature
or creator?
If any normal person just let some young or healthy person die,
they would be ridiculed for life.
But see, when you kill someone, thats not gods work
he had nothing to do with it.
Doesn't make sense.
So he can let some healthy human being, or a young person
die of such a sickness and were still suppose to pray to him?

Id rather take the hard road and believe in myself
cause personally, god doesn't have a heart,
if he has the mere decency to take a loved one, with no warnings.
You dont pray to a murder, why pray to him?

And so my argument stands, to me, there is no god
no Jesus
no Moses
not even a Lucifer.
The only god that may live, is myself.
We are all gods, we all pick our destiny.
There no man above that saves us.
There is no god.