Dear World

I didn’t think this would happen, you know, the ending of ones world and maybe its not but its looking out to be like the ending of it all. I never believed it and now I feel like I have to wake myself up out of a dream that I am not in. I am scared of the future now, I am not gonna hide it or sugar coat it but the future is becoming more dark as we venture threw our days and months and years.

They say 2010 will be the end all be all but they said that ten years ago. 2000 I was a ten, something happened to shake me up a bit, since then I have been worrying like crazy and just recently I found out what I may have or what I may be. They call it ‘hypochondria’, Some people don’t believe in it cause they just assume it attention seekers but I know its a good enough label to my constant worrying that has been picking up in the recent months. Its been becoming something that is sorta changing me into a person I don’t want to be.

I fear, that this world cant handle this many people with problems added on to it and I am not speaking just about the current flu that has claimed allot of lives but perhaps the killing it is doing and by ‘it’ I mean, people worrying themselves to death, the shots doctors are giving to save a person but actually ending there life instead.

This all isn’t just a mere coincidence but its a leading up to something unimaginable and perhaps by then 30 percent of the people on this earth will lose there lives to other fucked up scenarios.

Ironically enough, you can now pay to take a trip to the moon, any one with lots of money can do this. That isn’t strange at all, its only brought to the table whenever crisis has just begin. I am not saying there is a conspiracy cause well that would be insanity talking but maybe this is how this world or perhaps fate is working.

Crisis, sickness, its almost like the 4 horsemen are making there way into this earth and as much as I think about it, the sanity part of me is reassuring myself that this is just a phase that will pass but id rather become insane with it so when the world goes into crisis or doesn’t, I simply wouldn’t care, I’d be in my own world, Id be happy.

For now, I must stand and watch as the clock ticks down and the days go by, its only a matter of time before we all know the truth and all we can do is just watch.

VIA: S&SS