And I Stay Standing ......

Hello, to you
or perhaps to no one.
Its a been a long time since i last spoke,
since i last said what was on my mind.
Its hard though, sometimes,
you get alot of people judging,
saying you ask for attention.
I dont really advertise 'this'
so theres no attention i ask for.

I personalty haven't been
'all here' for the past while.
Its hard to stay focus when part of you has just stop caring.
Perhaps i need a hero to save my day,
or not.
I guess im kinda use to this feeling,
I wish i could describe it for you,
but i guess, il just keep getting you to wonder,
and keeping asking questions.
Maybe one day, you may understand me.

So, i think part of me,
99 percent of me,
just wants to run.
I dont really need a location
or a destination.
I just want to run.
Maybe start over again.

To be honest
I dont need anyone here.
fair enough.