Love Is The New Black

Sometimes i ask myself if i believe in love
or will i ever believe in love
Sometimes people ask me if i love them
or if i ever loved them
Those Questions are unexplainable right now
cause as i see it, love to me is a cliché'.
Its all how you see love, and love now a days
is totally trying to be repeated like any chick flick movie
after the year 2001, where the couple is 'destine' to be together.
If it dosnt go as the female wants it to go(mostly always the female)
Then the relationships was ether a 'waste of time'
or it 'wasn't real'.

Most real relationships is the ones you don't expect to even go that long.
Most real ones involve at least 3 fights per month
so then theres some 'make up' sex right after
witch makes them realize how much they love each other

I have two reasons to why, im not really interested in 'love' or the word itself.
1. Its to confusing and stressing on the most part.
2. Your expected (even though they wont admit it) to be way better then there ex.
I guess you can call number 2 a rule, witch kinda makes sense on some part or another.

So you ask me, do i or have i ever loved someone?
I can lie (if i wanted to) and say no
but I have fallen in love witch resulted in a broken heart
and that is the worst part.
When your heart is high as mountains
and you and your other 'partner' knows its a long way down.
So why do they push you over the edge and expect you to land on your feet?
Truthfully, i wish i new, so then i could wear a parachute for next time
so then my landing wont be so hard.